Before the year ends I hope my one bad habit of being so lazy can be out and as promised to myself I will give my boys more time despite how tired or lazy I may be as i had chosen for them to be part of my life and therefore will give them my time as they need.
After starting this yesterday, I've been rather excited about tonight, although exhausted from the 4am wakeup and working all day, i was excited about coming home from work and seeing my boys. I went straight to the room to see all 3 boys inc Nardy in the cool air con room... This was my favorite part of the day... Seeing them... Seeing their smile! Although Nardy didn't have much of a smile... He was all tired.
I had a moment with Nardy alone and asked him what his favorite part of the day was.... It was kind of really weird asking cause we never really ask each other that but I kept trying. I think even he felt weird being asked ... He probably didn't have a favorite so I asked him to think of something positive for the day... For him it was seeing the fog. Hehe but yes another thing I am glad of trying... It's like trying to push out of your comfort zone and connecting with each other again as most days we or maybe just I just neglect each other....however it feels great for just trying to break this habit!
Lucas's favorite was going to Cabramatta with his grandparents to eat his favorite red rice and crispy fried chicken from Tan Viet and buying a small ball.
Phoenix was probably his every feed! Lol the lil buggar is growing soo quick. Just over the last couple of days his already able to pull himself up to standing position.
His little yabbering has also changed the last few days, sounding like his actually saying something.
So as my eyes are struggling to stay open i'll end it with a quote I saw posted on fbook last night by Tamia... I think it's great and often I do worry about what people think.... Should I really care though? I guess not.
Sweet dreams my friends!
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