So anyways I'm gonna jump here and there cause there's been soo much I wanted to blogg about from the last few days but never got around too.... Oh I'm at the hairdressers now so it's the best time right.
I'll start with a strange experience in the early hours of this morning.
Woken up by Phoenix who was very unsettled and kept crying, Nardy came in to help and soo I tried to get back to sleep but I just couldnt sleep... After awhile I guess I started to knock off but I felt like I was still awake. I started to feel like my soul was trying to pull away from my body... I felt really scared and my mind felt like it was in a different state, I thought someone from the other side was making contact and I even asked in my mind if they looked scary... I didn't see anything though.
I felt like I couldn't move and my heart was pounding really fast and I felt my body vibrating... All of a sudden it just went away.
I was again wide awake but had a burst of energy and again couldn't fall asleep, then it happened again. I remembered a friend experiences a thing called astral projection where your soul leaves your body in your sleeping state and you can control and see things around you. I tried to relax to try and push further but scared at what could be, again it went away. It happened a total of 3 times last night. The first I've ever experienced and as scared as I am I am curious if it was Astral projection and how the full feeling be like.
No I'm not crazy and I haven't been on any drugs lol as my work colleagues questioned! Hehe
So that's that and the most interesting that has happened to me ever!
What eles... I went to see a friend yesterday as well, we hadn't seen her for a couple months now due to her mums sickness then her mums passing. It's been on the back of my mind to visit yet at the same time she wanted time to herself so we respected that. But yes it was great I finally visited. At the beginning it felt a lil weird acting normal and not mentioning anything but she eventually opened up when she was ready... It felt like she had alot to let out and I was glad we were there to listen. *hugs* to a dear friend... I know you are fine but still want to give you a hug!
Now to other things in my life...
A brother who has grown tooo quick!!! He was once like my son, 18 yrs gap between us... going everywhere with me cause we were tight lol but his grown... From a lil boy who couldn't care less about his looks to the one who is now carrying gel in his school bag, constantly looking at the car mirror whilst doing last min tweaks to his hair while driving to school. Oh and did I mention attitude?
And then to a sister soon turning 21... You too have grown sooo fast which is a sign I'm getting old ey and then to my lil Lucas who's soon turning 5! Holly crap I'm going to have a kid going to school soon!!!
