It's been awhile since I've bothered with this, like alot of things I do ... I start to slack off : /
Anyways, it's that time of the night again and all three boys are fast asleep... Finally!!! Lucas only took 1hr 15mins!
On the subject of Lucas, this ones for him. I did one on his birthday but for some reason it didn't post so I just gave up but his finally reach another milestone so I'm hoping this doesn't stuff up again.
Just over 5 years ago a little fella came into our lives! He was a blessing after I had had a miscarriage with our first. I was really worried and considering how difficult it was for me to fall pregnant, I didn't think it would be possible! But it was!
After an agonizing first few months of morning sickness and then constant leg cramps during the night and the longest labour ever, starting from midnight 23rd december until our lil man Lucas decided he was ready to meet the world, or maybe he was just holding on to be the most perfect christmas present ever, Born on christmas eve 2006 @ 4pm.
His arrival has brought me soo much joy and laughter, he turned people to great grandparents, to grandparents, to aunties and uncles and me... A mum Nardy a dad!
Over the years i've watched him grow, day by day learning new things, and getting cheekier and cheekier.
I love his loving ways, his charming personality and although yes he can play up sometimes, crying and whining, his still the best! A very good lil boy who I wouldn't change a thing about.
I use to lay in bed, watching him whilst he sleeps, actually I still do it now. Whilst watching him, I would sometimes feel sadden, not because there was anything wrong with him but because I was worried and scared of him growing too quickly and loosing him, loosing his closeness, loosing our bond. Yes yes I was and is becoming the typical mum worrying about the inevitable... I guess I only took after my own mum lol.
But anyways, my once lil baby is growing very quickly, 5 years gone by with the blink of an eye! and in 1 days time he will finally be going to kindergarten! OMG right? I will finally have a kid going to primary school!!!
To Lucas: you will be starting school very soon, a new start in your life's journey, from there you will continue to grow and learn as the years go by. There will be ups and there will be downs but dont ever forget who you are and that i will always be here for you. One day when you are old enough and ever get to read this I hope your life journey where ever you are and what ever you are doing will be fun and memorable one full of surprises and adventure, fulfilling your dreams and wishes. I hope you grow to be a wise man continuing to bring love and laughter to those around you like you do right now.
Love from your mummy!
